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Serialkiller - Lotta 2011-03-04 23:44:02
I drove to a snowy parkingyard of a rubbish dump. I was getting rit of the newest body. I had killed 12 people in my past, during longer time. This time I knew I would get caught. And I knew they would find out about the pattern, that I had killed all otherones too. I drove to my friends house, so that they could help me with the police. I wanted to surrended calmfully. I knew tomorrows newspapers would be filled with this news, with my picture as one of the worst serialkillers in Finnish history. I was waiting calm for the police.
Sooo, wwhat do YOU think? :)
Hello Lotta
Death in dreams is interpreted as growth or personal ripening.
I think the dream is you trying, or having been trying to run away from yourself, and now you have stopped running away.
There is something like "bad consciousness" about this dream, but the really remaining impression is that you stopped running away - from yourself. Probably stopped running away from bad consciousness. The friends you go to, are persons that help you doing this - in real life. It looks you are calm, and prepared.
It also seems to me that you have been "smart" for a longer time.
The pattern you have used is recognizable.
Police is your own morals.
About the parking lot, there is snow, and that symbolizes frozen feelings.
The corpse, seems you have brought it in a car. Car is symbol for going in small collective - like family or close friends.
The getting rid of a corpse, gives a feeling that you are dumping something dead. Maybe the dead body represents feelings that has been hurt and died.. Seems anyhow a good symbol.. But you just dump, and know its going to show anyhow..
The number twelve I dont know, numbers are not so easy to interpret, but maybe it symbolizes times you have been hurt, or times you have been through a process like this before..?
One of the worst serial killers i Finnish history - that sentence has a unique feeling.
To bee seen in a newspaper - there is an exposed feeling in that. Probably exposed to yourself.
To see yourself as a serial killer, gives a feeling that you can see yourself, as you are. (or have been). Personal insight.
There is still a feeling of guilt in the dream, but also a clear wish to get rid of old bad stuff.
Yours Urban
Hei,
Just a little correction that I later remembered more clear as I telling about this dream: I decided to tell the police, this is why I went to my friends place, that now it's the time. So it wasn't that I realised that i would get caught but I surrended.
When I woke up, though I had been sleeping only 4 hours, I was full of energy. I feel this dream belongs to those life changing and very meaningful dreams that don't come so often. I thought about this myself and felt that it's time to go after full honesty, though I have my own sceletons in the closet, that will fall out in the open during the proses. That no matter what comes I will get everything open, not hidden. And I started to organise some very difficult and painful issues that I have not been able to deal during past half year, though I would have needed to. With very strong will and energy.
"12" first brings to my mind a year. And maybe not only a year but years as they follow after 12 is complited again and again. Maybe it's time to stop some issue that has been repeating over and over again in my life. Funny that very suprisingly I ended up visiting these friends of mine yesterday, because I ended up in the neighbourhood quite accidently :) So maybe there was a little connection to future also. Police has also played different roles in my life lately and one thing this dream made me do is to clear some issue with police some time ago, that requires me making a complain about their way of dealing with an issue. Standing up against something as authorised and big as police requires strenght! This dream gave me the kick to go for it.
:)Lotta
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